The Beauty Of Denying Yourself

The look of Jesus will mean a heart broken forever them allegiance to any other person or thing. -Oswald Chambers

     If you really look, I think you will find the most of your emotional misery comes from wanting something you don't have. Although at first giving up wanting people to love you and stuff surround you seem like a really hard thing to do, the truth is that once you give up wanting what you don't have, you give up being miserable. Think about it : You're miserable because you don't have a boyfriend. You really want to be loved, but you can't find a guy who likes you. You want people to like you for who you are, but she's spreading all kinds of rumors about you. What's really making You miserable is not the other people or things around you buy your thoughts about those people things. When you want what you don't have, you're miserable. Miserable, miserable, miserable! 

 You have the power to feel better just by changing how you think. 

(Idol Girls - Hayley Dimarco)

Conflict of Emotions!

GAAHH..BACK FROM SCHOOL! HAVEN'T TAKEN MY BATH YET. TODAY SCHOOL GOT 'SUKANEKA' :D DAMN FREAKING HOT! THE SUN. NO SHADE AT ALL. I GUESS EVERY YEAR MY SKIN COLOUR WILL CHANGE ALREADY..LIKE BIAWAK ._. OHH PFFT...BUT I DO ENJOY IT =D F.U.N!  

   TODAY WE DO 'LONTAR PELURU' AND 80 METER RUNNING. I FAILED TO DO THE 'LONTAR PELURU' JUST BY ABITT MOREE.. :( BUT I PASSED THE 80 METER ONE.. HEEE :B I THINK I GOT 4TH PLACE GUA.. THEN, TOMORROW WILL BE 200M AND LONG JUMP! :) OH YEAH~ ❤

  9.45 A.M WE FINISH OUR ACTIVITIES ALREADY. THEN, BACK TO OUR CLASS! :[ TIME FOR PNP LORH... AFTER REHAT WE GOT ENGLISH! TODAY IS MY TURN TO PRESENT MY AURAL. TITTLE : FAST FOOD EFFECTS ON HEALTH. KINDA NERVOUS ALSO. >:| BUT, FINALLY TEACHER SAY MY VOICE NOT LOUD ENOUGH, SHE CAN'T HEAR. DANG! WASTED :( WENT SO SMOOTHLY SAMORE.. WU...NEXT PRESENTATION IS AFTER MY EXAM. THEN NEXT 2 MORE WEEK, I NEED TO PRESENT AT MY ASSEMBLY PLACE. =S STILL FINDING ARTICLE FOR THAT. 4x MY ARTICLE ALREADY BEEN REJECT BY TEACHER. @_@ NEED TO FIND SOMETHING THAT COULD ATTRACT PEOPLE. :) 
   AND THIS MORNING WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL  :UHH...MY MIND, STILL FLOATING OF THIS MORNING ILLUSION. SAW SOMETHING AT MY NEIGHBOUR TOW CAR. SOMETHING THINGY THINGY..HEEKKK.NOT SURE IZZIT A HUMAN OR WHAT LE..

-ORANGE COLOUR T-SHIRT

-VERY DARK SKIN (LIKE GET BURNED) 

-LYING ON THE DRIVER SEAT

-STARING OUT OF THE WINDOW, KINDA SCARY LOOK TOO. >.< 

I DIDN'T TELL MY MOM BOUT TIS. LOL. I TRIED TO GO NEAR, BUT WAS TO BLURR.. CAUSE DIDN'T WEAR MY SPEC. ._. THEN, I JUST IGNORE IT, AND GET INTO MY CAR. 

Grr.. GET USED ALREADY SEEING ALL THIS 'THINGY' THING. XD 

  NOW IM FEELING SO SLEEPY. MY SHOULDER IS ACHING. TT_TT SAKIT-NYEEH.. BUT GOT LOTSTA HOMEWORK. EXAM IS COMING SOON! 22/2. NEXT WEEK LE! MY MATH & HISTORY. WEAKEST SUBJECT. :[ BOUGHT ALL MY LATIHAN BOOK TO PREPARE ALREADY. HIAK~! </3 

HOPE TOMORROW MY LEG WON'T ACHE TOO.. :O 

RARW! >:B ( -BAU )